A Loss
Before I begin this post, I'd just like to say RIP Jeff. Everytime I hung out around Jeff he was nothing but nice to me. I've always known him as Alicias brother. He'd always tell Alicia to have me over so he can get stoned with me. I rarely smoke weed, but one time I did give in and caught a buzz with him. I'm truely sad by what happened and I hope the best for Alicia and her family.
Well, this weekend I didn't go out. I stayed home and commented on this site with Megan. We finally broke down and messaged each other on tuesday. It's GREAT hearing from her again. I don't know how else I feel about that right now though. I have many mixed emotions about that.
I talked to Christina tonight for alittle bit. I was telling her pretty much everything that was on my mind. Yanno, sometimes I wish people would listen to me like I do for them. I always find myself neglected whenever I tell anyone anything. There are people out there I refuse to talk to seriously because it's in one ear and out the other. Sometimes I just need a good listener and advice giver, but I can't exactly talk to myself :p. Sometimes I just need an outside perspective on things. So Christina, if you are reading this, I'd just like to say thanks for listening :). You rock!
PS) Don't read the time I posted this entry. I'll get yelled at :p.
Well, this weekend I didn't go out. I stayed home and commented on this site with Megan. We finally broke down and messaged each other on tuesday. It's GREAT hearing from her again. I don't know how else I feel about that right now though. I have many mixed emotions about that.
I talked to Christina tonight for alittle bit. I was telling her pretty much everything that was on my mind. Yanno, sometimes I wish people would listen to me like I do for them. I always find myself neglected whenever I tell anyone anything. There are people out there I refuse to talk to seriously because it's in one ear and out the other. Sometimes I just need a good listener and advice giver, but I can't exactly talk to myself :p. Sometimes I just need an outside perspective on things. So Christina, if you are reading this, I'd just like to say thanks for listening :). You rock!
PS) Don't read the time I posted this entry. I'll get yelled at :p.
posted by Mikey B. at 1:09 AM
2 Comments:
so sad about your friend's brother :(
there are lots of people that will just talk at you and when you go to talk they tune off... i don't like that either, but i figure they just aren't interested and most of the time i avoid them too... i think maybe we are all guilty of doing it every now & then, depending upon what is going on w/us or whether we are distracted, tired, etc.
I know, it annoys me to all hell. It's like I try to be there for people and listen. Then when I need someone to listen to me, they just say "uh huh.. yea".
Ohh and Megan, you are a great listener too. :)
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