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I just want to talk about my day. I was strolling through the park the other day when I saw a dead rabbit. Poor little rabbit, I thought, but then I started to cry. I felt this pain deep inside of me that you will never understand. No one will ever understand my pain I felt for this poor little rabbit. The rabbit was just hopping and eatting grass and just doing his thing when a lawn mower must have taken his poor little life. I know you all think you understand, but really you don't. I'm unique see, so you will never understand. NO ONE UNDERSTANDS THE PAIN I FEEL. *swooshes long bangs around*

The End

Pics

Just some pics of my awesome cleaning job I did this weekend :p.

Cleaning

Today I thought I'd be a nice guy and help my mom and dad clean out their sunroom. The funny part is, they didn't even know I was coming over to do this for them. I just showed up, grabbed the broom and the vacuum cleaner and started cleaning. I was getting sick and tired of looking at the mess that was the sunroom and thought I'd put an end to the chaos.

I started sweeping it out with a broom. My grandmother was there visiting so she was helping me move the furniture. I then grabbed the vacuum cleaner to get any little bits I may have missed with the broom. My grandma started washing the floor down. I told her to stop, but she insisted on doing it. She really enjoys cleaning and said she didn't mind at all, so we both tag teamed the room. My mom just sort of watched as I did all of this. She was pretty dang amazed that I just showed up to clean. I guess I sorta get bored at my new place and I'm always looking for something to do.

Another reason I decided to clean was because I might have a visitor with me while housesitting for my parents next weekend. Megan said something about coming over to keep me company, so I figured I'd clean up alittle bit. I really hope she decides to do this since we are WAY overdo on the meeting eachother part. It would just make my weekend really great! If she backs out I'll understand (I always do), but my fingers are crossed on this one. I have a better feeling about this then I have the other times we made plans :).

The new place is pretty nice. I sleep like a baby when I'm there. The thing is, it's pretty damn girly, but that doesn't bother me much. Erica stopped over on Friday. She brought my beers I had for when I go hang out with her at her place. I drank two and she had one and a half. We just sat there and chatted at the bar about everything thats going on in our lives.

Well, that's all I have to chat about. Maybe next weekend I'll have alot to talk about. I'm really hoping this pans out for once and I do think we'll both have a great time.

Some Newness

Well, I haven't actually wrote anything in here for awhile. Lets see, where should I start?

There's this girl who I've been talking to alot again and I think things are different this time. I'm really glad she's opening herself up alittle with me. I've noticed a huge difference in her these past few weeks and I like them alot. It's had me in such a great mood this last week or two that I've been acting a bit weird/hyper/something. I've found myself opening up to her even more too, which I really think is great. I hope things get even better between the two of us, but if she finds she isnt interested in me, I'd understand. Deep down, her happiness is what's most important to me. I can only hope for the best though :).

Now it gets tricky, a friend of mine recently gave the boot to her roommate. Things between the two of them got extremely hectic, so one of them had to leave. I decided, being the nice guy that I am, that I'd see about rooming up with this friend. Well, things slighly changed in the course of our talks about it. My friend is interested in someone from upstate. They started dating right after the whole roommate incident. My friend wants to try things with this new person up state, but still want to try to keep the apartment. My friend asked me to house sit during this whole "escape" and I said sure!

The thing is, my friend is a girl and I know how people think (including myself). I guess right now I'm worried that this will have some kind of negative impact on me and this girl I really like. I don't like my new roommate like that at all. She's just someone I've talked to on occasion and I'm always willing to help a friend in need.

I've put myself in Her shoes, and I understand if it bothers her. It would honestly bother me too a bit if she were to room up with some guy. I guess it comes down to a trust thing. I just hope she finds to trust me and understands my situation here. I want her to know that I'm a trustworthy guy and honestly, I care too much about her to mess anything up. I hope she sees this and has my 100% trust.

Anyways, I need to head to bed. I just figured I'd put out a little update here, since I was in the mood to write.

And Yet Another One

*30 Unknown Facts/Secrets About Yourself*


1. What does your MySpace headline mean?
"The guy on the left" -- It means I'm the guy on the left lol

2. Elaborate on your default photo:
Me, my brother and Eric at Crazy Eddies

3. Who was the last person to make you smile?
Megan like 2 seconds ago :)

4. What's your current relationship status?
Single, but interested

5. What EXACTLY are you wearing right now?
grey sweat pants and socks

6. What is your current problem?
No problems atm, cept I don't like where I am working this week :p.

7. What do you love most?
Music

8. What makes you most happy?
Talking with Megan, listening to music, taking some cool photos, making someone smile

9. Are you musically inclined?
I think??

10. If you could go back in time, and change something, what would you do?
I don't think I'd change anything.

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day, what would you be?
Probably a bird

12. Ever have a near death experience?
Nope

13. What did you do last night?
Hahahah... I'm not telling :-p

14. What's the name of the song that's stuck in your head right
Fee.nix - Tear Red

15. Who did you cut and paste this from?:
Erica

16. Name someone with the same b-day as you:
nobody?

17. Have you ever vandalized someone's private property?:
Yea, i'm sure my dumb ass has when I was younger

18. Have you ever been in a fight?
Yes and I have the scar to prove it.

19. Have you ever sang in front of a large audience?
Nope

20. What are you doing tonight?
Chatting with Meg and filling this out

21. What do you usually order from Starbucks?:
I've still never been to a Starbucks

22. Do you have a crush on anybody:
Of course

23. Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?
Nope

24. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?:
I was told I looked like Billy Corgen from Smashing Pumpkins, but I don't see the resemblance

25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows?:
Usually no

26. Did you have braces?:
Nope

27. Are you comfortable with your height?
I like my height

28. When was the last time you spent the night somewhere?
Probably my brothers

29. Do you speak any other languages?
I know a tiny bit of spanish

30. Whats your favorite smell?
Vanilla

Needs

One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me."
I said "WHAT????!!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man."

She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?"

Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off of work to spend time with her. We went out to a nice lunch and then went shopping at a big,big unnamed dept. store. I walked around with her while she tried on several different very expensive outfits. She couldn't decide which one to take so I told her we'll just buy them all. She wanted new shoes to compliment her new clothes, so I said lets geta pair for each outfit. We went on to the jewelry dept. where she picked out a pair of diamond earrings. Let me tell you... she was so excited. She must have thought I was one wave short of a shipwreck. I started to think she was testing me because she asked for a tennis bracelet when she doesn't even know how to play tennis. I think I threw her for a loop when I said, "That's fine, honey." She was almost nearing sexual satisfaction from all of the excitement. Smiling with excited anticipation she finally said, "I think this is all dear, let's go to the cashier."

I could hardly contain myself when I blurted out, "No honey, I don't feel like it."
Her face just went completely blank as her jaw dropped with a baffled WHAT???!!!" I then said, "Really honey! I just want you to HOLD this stuff for awhile... You're just not in touch with my financial needs as a man enough for me to satisfy your shopping needs as a woman." And just when she had this look like she was going to kill me I added, "Why can't you just love me for who I am and not for the things I buy you?" Apparently I'm not having sex tonight either."

Another Survey

1.HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN A MEMBER OF MYSPACE?
Started my first one about a year and a half ago, but deleted that one. I started this one in november of last year

2.WOULD YOU EVER TELL YOUR DAD THAT YOU HAVE SEX?
uhh.. yea, he walked in on me and my ex a few times lol

3.DOES YOUR MOM SMOKE?
Yes

4.WHO'S PROFILE DO YOU LIKE THE MOST ON MYSPACE?
I don't like people who use that transparent bs. That is the most horrid thing ever

5.ARE YOU ASHAMED OF HOW MANY PEOPLE THAT YOU'VE HAD SEX WITH?
No.. It makes it that much more special with someone I love

7.DO YOU GET ALONG WITH YOUR MATES PARENTS?
No mate, mate

8.DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF LUCKY?
Hell no! I'm the most unlucky person.

9.HOW OLD WILL YOU BE ON YOUR NEXT BIRTHDAY?
Too damn old :p

10.ARE YOU A LIKEABLE PERSON?
I think so.. Most people I meet generally like me, cept some of the assholes I work with.

11.WOULD YOU PREFER FRIENDS THAT ARE GIRLS OR GUYS?
no preference.. as long as you are not an asshole or a total bitch

12.WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE THING TO DO ON A TUESDAY NIGHT?
Chat online

13.ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS?
I used to be, but took some pretty high pictures today for Megan

14.WHICH WOULD YOU LIKE BEST: A DIAMOND RING OR A DIAMOND BRACELET?
Neither

15.WHAT IS THE MOST PAINFUL THING THAT YOU'VE EVER EXPERIENCED?
Hrm.. a paper cut?

16.WHAT IS ONE THING THAT YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT?
My music

17.WOULD YOU SAY THAT YOUR GLASS IS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULL?
1/2 full

18.HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A GRAVE WHERE SOMEONE WAS BURIED?
No

19.WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WENT TO THE DOCTOR?
I haven't the slightest clue

20.THE DAY YOU GET MARRIED WHO WILL BE YOUR BEST MAN/ MAID OF HONOR?
My brother

21.DO YOU PREFER SHOES, SOCKS, OR BARE FEET?
Socks! My feet get cold

22.IF YOU COULD HAVE SEX WITH ONE PERSON ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST WHO WOULD IT BE?
Hrm... She isn't on my Myspace list, but she has her own section on my AIM list :p

23.IF YOU COULD'VE GROWN UP DURING ANOTHER TIME WHEN WOULD IT HAVE BEEN?
2100

24.IF YOU COULD CHANGE YOUR NAME WHAT WOULD IT BE?
I like my name, even though it's one of the most common guy names out there.

25.WHO IN YOUR FAMILY DO YOU ACT THE MOST LIKE?
Hrm.. I'm a mix between my dad and I don't know lol

26.WOULD YOU WEAR YOUR PJ'S ALL THE TIME IF YOU COULD?
Wearing them now!

27.IF MARY JANE WAS LEGAL WOULD YOU SMOKE IT?
Nope

28.WOULD YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF: A SOCIAL DRINKER, DRUNK, OR A NON DRINKER?
A social drinker

29.HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOUR PARENTS?
mom- weird, control freak, drunk
dad- Asshole, bossy, loud

30.WHEN YOU GO TO A BAR DO YOU TRY TO GET FREE DRINKS?
Nope

31.DO YOU LIKE YOUR JOB?
Nope

32.WHAT DO YOU WEAR TO WORK MOST OFTEN?
Cloths usually help

33. ARE YOU ATTRACTED TO BAD BOYS/GIRLS, COWBOYS/COWGIRLS, OR DORKS?
Nerdy girls...


34.WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW?
Talking to Megan and filling this out

35.HOW MANY TIMES A DAY DO YOU TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVE THEM?
I wish I could tell her more often.

36.IF YOU COULD BE ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD RIGHT NOW WHERE WOULD YOU BE?
Bowling with Megan :)

37.WHEN YOU NEED SOME ALONE TIME WHERE DO YOU GO?
Right here

38.WHAT ALL HAVE YOU EATEN TODAY?
Life cereal, 2 ham and cheese sandwiches and a brownie

40.WHO DO U THINK WILL DO THIS SURVEY AFTER YOU?
Megan